Summer is coming to an end. The evenings are still long and the heat still lingers, yet school is just around the bend.
And the arguing still persists.
The screaming.
The yelling.
The "keep your hands to yourself."
The "just leave your brother alone."
The slamming of doors. The banging on the walls.
Oh, the sweet, sweet sounds of summer.
Don't you just love it?
Guys, I love my children. I do.
But I need them gone. I need to find where my patience ... and sanity went to. Because Summertime is legit killing me. My brain doesn't function.
I'm constantly raising my voice - even though I've been trying SO hard not to. I really am. I try to be patient when the middle boy gets frustrated.
"Use your words, tell me calming what the issue is."
I try to remain calm my my eldest (ADHD/Autistic) boy loses his shit when he's told to correct a chore he didn't do right.
"Take a deep breath, I just asked you to move those dishes out of the cup cabinet."
I try, y'all. I really do.
But after the 25th time of saying something calmly. Saying something differently. Saying something positively - and it still doesn't work.
I lose my shit.
You know what the worst part is? I was away from them for 17 days due to military training. Seventeen days I missed them and wished I was with them.... but secretly enjoyed my quiet evenings alone in my barracks room.
You homeschool parents are my heroes. You truly are. I am counting down the days... the hours, the SECONDS until I can push the boys into their classrooms and "Hunger Games" peace sign the teacher and then RUN away.
How do y'all keep your sanity during the summer? In general?
